Have you ever felt weird if no one's talking?

And how sometimes some people start to avoid you or brush your comments aside...

okay maybe for the latter its more of feeling hurt emotionally than weird..

So you try to keep the person entertained and joke more to fill the silence, but only to run out of stuff to say...and then it returns to the awkward silence again..and maybe find yourself being thought as "weirdo/loser/lame/shut up" [the list goes on...] which is the exact opposite of the goal you are trying to achieve and the person has a bad impression of you.

Then the person starts to avoid you and you get more hurt and down...

I don't know but I don't like silence. Or maybe that's just me. Which brings me to the conclusion that music is STILL the soul of [my] life(:
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Today, during Bio, while copying Bio corrections diligently [as usual], Mrs Cheong said something about fertilizers when the question she was referring to was the plant question. Then Charlotte and Grace burst out in laughter and I was like huh? Then Mrs Cheong said that it wasn't THAT kind of fertilizATION...and I still didn't get the joke [I was thinking why was plant fertilizers so funny?]. Then Grace told me then I finally got it [heh, maybe I'm still quite innocent? xP]
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During Geog, Mrs Tang was really funny! I think I will always remember this even when I grow old and [hopefully not] turn bald. "Desperation is the mother of all inventions" Hahaha xD. Then I heard all the variations that came from misunderstanding [like information ;P] which made it funnier [heh]

When she went through the neurological effects the Hong Kong Red Tide had on animals, I was trying very very hard to imagine cats shrieking and jumping into the sea to drown for no rhyme or reason and failed. I don't know how cats shriek, which leaves my imagination high and dry...or thinking about birds randomly falling from the sky [lol?]

Which reminds me of the time when a bird [sparrow?] got smashed on my dad's windscreen on the highway. The bird was flying in the perpendcular direction of the highway and never realized it got smacked...the body looked very smashed and liquid started oozing from the bird? [shudders] Then my dad just shrugged and cleaned the windscreen with the wiper...
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Just now, I was looking at Monday's DL [couldn't find it yesterday] and I saw one of my favourite songs as the top download! -squeals-

The Man that can't be moved by the script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.



yay! I might listen to their other song we cry by the same artist. they look like potential favourites ;)

I have yet to finish notes for all my subjects T_T I hope I finish them soon!

[scurries away to start on Geography pollution]

Is it just me or there is nothing to study for chapters 1 and 5[only a bit of the end] of the textbook for Geography?